Haha, yes, I'm abandoning this blog. Again! Whee.

I guess people change - I'm entitled to change, right?

So well but anyway, until I cook up a new url and stuff, you live with being entertained by this very retarded quiz. It's on how crazy I am haha. Or am supposed to be. :D

I might even change from blogger to something else, who knows? LJ for the new class blog community? Xanga because it's pretty? Wordpress because it's cool and yay wordpress? [Or what haha ebuddy?!] I'd miss coding though haha. Although I keep complaining about it.

Tell me tag me I need something as user friendly as blogger! Prefably with coding preference. Or you can think up a URL for me :D

Anyway here goes :D

1. [X]You have choked on your water before.
Yes, absolutely lovely. Who hasn't?

2. [X] You have tripped down the stairs before.
Well, rolled down, went sliding down, whatever. You name it, I've done it.

3. [X] You have walked into a door.
:P I just did so the other day...

4. [X] You have pushed a door the wrong way.
In fact, I always seem to push/pull any the wrong way.

5. [X] You have walked into a wall.
Well I walked into both a door and the wall the other day. It was kind of, half-half? :P But I have walked into both before. Seperately.

Still doesn't beat my sister who walked into a wall while trying to avoid a guy. :D

6. [X] You have fallen going [[UP]] the stairs.
If I could slide down the audi backstage stairs during CDN, well. Anything is possible.

7. [X] You have jumped off something.
Used to jump around a lot as a kid. Jump off the counter top, jump off the table, jump off steps [haha Dingrong you remember?], stuff like that.

8. [X] You have been shocked.
Well, if you mean it in the retarded sense...*cracks brain hard thinking* But the word "shock" here isn't very well defined. Some people shock me. Some incidences shock me. That kind of thing.

You're probably number one on that list.

9. [X] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave/oven.
Yes I have. Yay. Dumb haha.

Have also put aluminium foil into my toaster :D Tons of times for that matter, and for legitimate reasons. [Duh to toast things -.-]

10. [ ] Right after a commercial comes on you have forgotten the show you were watching.
Haha I don't think I'm that bad yet.

11. [X] You have forgotten something that someone said.
Eeh? What did you say?

12. [ ] Your friends/family call you blond.
"Why did the dumb blond stare at the carton of orange juice?
Because it said "Concentrate".

Well I haven't been called blond yet. But I'm probably "blond" enough :D

13. [ ] You barely ever understand stuff/ jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out.
I'm an alit student. If I can't I'm dead. Hehe.
It does help that I'm somebody who thinks about alot of things. Backup career: Philosophist :D

14. [X] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.
Nail man! [Hehe Wanling 1800-NAIL-MAN].

But well, I guess so. Like when you're young and stupid and then you fall down and you don't even know that you have a cut or something, you just know it hurts.

Hehe dumbness.

15. [X] You've worn something backwards/ in side out the whole day without knowing.
Yeah I have that problem >< Always happens to my shorts. Occasionally shirts too. But it's usually backwards :D Not that bad luh.

16. [X] You have stuck a knife in a toaster before.
Yups. To take the bread out -.-

17. [X] You have played with fire.
Tons of times. *Starts relating chronicles of burnt toilet seat* Haha frankly, you won't want to know.

18. [ ] You have burned something because you forgot about it.
Ehh...I guess I'm not that dumb yet. I pride myself on never burning porridge. While my mum always does.

19. [X] You've burned yourself on a flat iron/curling iron.
It happens. Yay.

20. [X] You had to write this down or use a calculator or use your fingers to figure out your answer.
Haha either way, you have to count? Right? And I don't understand. Isn't 2 + 0 = 2? *Scratches head*

Add up your points after you finish this multiply by 5.

16 X 5 = 80
Or is it not 80?

Yay okay I'm certified mad. Whatever.

[Paraphrase from some particular blog (haha Chingman you know whose right. TCM's! Yay.)]: You have just wasted a certain amount of time reading this. Well. It depends on whether you speedread [like me] or read it slowly, spend time laughing retardedly then realise that it's actually not that funny - and that you're just as nucking mad as I am.

Joy to the world. Here's something for your efforts of plowing through this - have a fut.

zzz. wanling is not posting.

zzzZZZ. we did a bit of maths.

zzzZZZzzz. i haven't emailed ohcrap for our lesson. GAHH.

zzzZZZzzzZZZ. she refuses to post and we are stoning.

zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz. zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz.

POST LUH YOU. *elder swear*

11th december.
if i can last till then.

amazingly it was good. better than i expected. at least nothing bad happened.

some things you live to regret an entire lifetime;

first time to mandai crematorium. really gorgeous place, very peaceful. it's like water water everywhere - water, fish, more water, more fish. everything's amazingly smooth flowing - it's like, you're ushered to this place, then another, then another. it's like almost seamless - it's almost impossible to get lost. what's remarkable's the design of the whole place. it's like you won't see what will trigger you unnecessaringly, and the service halls are simple, elegant and peaceful. throughout the place there's the irregular pattern which is strangely calming. only thing about that place is that it's really, really cold.

no kidding.

i think the crematorium was really amazing. nearly everything's automated. and no kidding - when you first enter and you see the electronic signboard for the service timings and halls, it almost looks like the person's having a celebration or wedding or soemthing like that. i don't know. just the first thought that struck me.

a lesson gleaned too late for you - but it's still a lesson learnt.

a pity that only death could bring them together.

When we're celebrating your life,
They're celebrating your death -
with champaign and chocolates to boot.

gahh. why.

tomorrow's going to be exhausting. i hope it turns out okay.

i've never said this before - but i love you. really.
but it's too late;

人总是在失去以后才察觉到拥有的幸福； 天下没有不散的宴席。

还记得上一次见到你，还记得那个美丽、幸福的笑容，和那个眼神。没想到那一次，也就是最后一次。

后悔莫及。

很想再见到你。很想多看你几眼。

the feelings inside me - i can't exactly comphrehend them. wasn't really close, yet wasn't exactly distant either. he's had a hard life, but he kept smiling and enjoying the little joys in life.

who's the most important person in your life?
and essentially,
who's always there with you - when you're happy, when you're sad, when you're angry, when you need someone to be with you.
it's not your family, nor your friends, not even your spouse, or pet, because i realised that these things don't even matter sometimes. legally married but distances apart - and only brought together in death.
but who is it? who is that most important person in your life?
- and have you been neglecting this very important person in your life?

in life, everything balances out. you lose some, you gain some.
cherish - before it's gone.